gingenne

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

The Burn

I need to know
Exactly why you did it.
No, you know what?
I don’t give a shit.
You didn’t need to do this
Just because we got in a fight.
I may have had pain
But it was very light.
I know you said you did this
Because I had pain.
But when you told me
It was hurt I began to gain.
When you told me,
I wondered why.
I had so many emotions,
I didn’t know whether or not to cry.
I don’t know what to do.
I still don’t know what to say.
I guess all I have to do
Is sit here and pray.
Pray that you don’t do it again.
Pray that if you do, you’re okay.
But if you do it again,
I really won’t know what to say.
I’m hoping that our fights will stop.
I need you to know this…
I will always love you.
Whether or not it’s me you kiss.
I know we will always be together,
We will always be one.
But if you do this again.
You might as well shoot me with a gun.

Forever

My feelings for you are very strong.
I think the strongest I have ever felt.
I hope you change your mind.
Your eyes make my heart melt.
Your eyes are the brownest I have ever seen.
They are so beautiful to me.
I want to stare into them forever.
You’re the one I want, you see?
There’s no one else my heart desires.
It’s you that I yearn for.
I’m hoping you will give me a chance
And always hold open the door.
The door to relationships,
The door to love,
The door to which I want to go through,
And the door to which I’m dreaming of.
I just hope you give me a chance.
I can be the perfect one for you.
Maybe we can be together a long time
And always share things that are true.

Driving

Driving in the summer is not as bad as driving in the winter. However, it’s still just as dangerous. In the summer, one thing you have to look out for is sand around a corner. You also have to be careful of people driving too fast because they think the roads are good and nothing will happen. In the winter, you have to be careful of the icy and slushy roads, especially going around corners. You also have to watch your speed because you could get in an accident.

Summer and Winter

I like watching the snow fall from the sky when there’s nothing else to do. Of course I miss the summer days, when you didn’t have to bundle up to try to stay warm. The sun was the source of our heat, but now we depend on heavy clothes or even a heated room. I like watching kids play in the snow- it reminds me of when I was younger. My siblings and I used to go sledding down the hill in our back yard. Sometimes my mom would get mad at us for hitting her lilac bushes. We didn’t care, though, because we were having too much fun. I remember breaking the icicles off the house and sucking on them. My dad always used to tell me to be careful of the icicles on the house because they could fall and poke my eye out. I like how the snow looks on certain things. For example, snow on the trees looks amazing. When I’m going down the road, I look at the rooftop of each house I pass and admire the different shapes that the snow has made. When I was growing up, we lived up on a steep hill. Every day that we had to go to school, we had to walk down the hill to get to our bus stop. The bus never came up the hill because it was too steep. Walking down the long, steep hill was horrible because the road was usually icy. A lot of the time, we would slip and fall on our way down. When I got a little older, around 14, my friend Brynn and I used to go for a walk just about every day. During the winter, we dressed warm when we walked to the store. During the summer, however, we usually just wore shorts and a t-shirt. Walking in the winter is completely different than walking in the summer. In the winter, we stared at the snowmen that other kids made, the different sized snow angels, the snowmobile tracks on the river below us as we walked across the bridge, and we had to stop every once in a while to get the snow out of our shoes. In the summer, we looked at the pools that we wished were ours, the warm-looking river as we walked above it, and we had to stop every once in a while to get the sand out of our flip flops.