Old Poem from 2 years ago

To Ben Ellison:



Before you came into my life

I always had a new guy.

I was rarely ever happy

As the time went by.



The day I met you

I knew you HAD to be mine.

The way you flirted with me,

I knew it was a sign.



I know the first times we've gone out

Did not go too well.

I think you and I

Have gone through hell.



But this relationship is different.

We see each other a lot more.

Since you've gotten your license,

It's opened a door.



The door represents our futures,

To which I want to spend mine with you.

I hope you feel the same way

And want me in yours too.



I've never felt this way before.

You make my heart race.

I never want to leave you.

I never want my own space.



Every time we've broken up,

I tried to find a great guy.

When I never succeeded,

I always wondered why.



I began to think and realize

That you're the only one for me.

I love you so much.

Without you in my life, I dont know where I'd be.